February 2012
1 post
January 2012
1 post
I’ve learned that you can keep going long after...
Well it has been awhile since I’ve updated. There’s so much in my life that has happened that I don’t think I could even type that much. What I can say is I now notice how much things can change in a year. Losing people you love, gaining people you trust, and getting closer to the person you want to become. I’ve never regret anything I have ever said, but I have...
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
3 posts
September 2011
5 posts
Hello Dear Friend;
In today’s society we all have that “perfect image” stuck in our heads. You can blame it on magazines, TV shows, or movies, but I seem to believe we make it up all on our own in our head. Don’t tell me you haven’t looked at another person and just for a second wish you had something of theirs. Maybe their smile, their hair, their clothes, or the love they have. I...
“That moment when you are so scared for what’s going to happen”
– you feel it turning your stomach into knots.
yourloveisinmotion asked: hiii(:
i just found your blog & i really like it. just everything about it actually, haha. i hope you dont mind me asking , where youre from& your favourite band?
i just found your blog & i really like it. just everything about it actually, haha. i hope you dont mind me asking , where youre from& your favourite band?
August 2011
1 post
It's been a while;
Since I last updated. I am never on here anymore since I have no time. School is about to start back up soon and tomorrow starts tax free. It’s going to be an interesting two weeks ahead of me.
Anyways I wanted to talk about something that happened to me today. I got judge for tearing up because I took my mom to the airport and dropped her off to go on a vacation. Yes I cried and yes I...
July 2011
4 posts
“I’m sorry I can’t be good enough for you,”
– but I am just being who I am.
Days Off Goes As Followed;
shitthathappensatnight:
Some days the best thing to do is lay around, enjoy the scenery, go for a late night drive, and just think. Sometimes that can just be the best things for you.
“These days it’s hard to figure out”
– what wrong from right.
Night Lights;
Happiness is a mental state of well-being characterized by positive emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy.
It’s always the little things in life that will remind you what happiness truly means.
June 2011
6 posts
What I've learned. →
rachel-k:
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone that can be loved. The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts....
“I found love”
– darling.
A Little Update;
These last two and half weeks have been hell. I worked over 50 hours last week, and it took a toll on me. Saturday I was at work, and ended up passing out in the back hallway on my break. I was dizzy, weak, and had such a massive migraine. I could tell my body was finally saying stop, and I listen. I got sent home from my DM. I didn’t want to go since saturdays are always our biggest days,...
“My heartbeat is always weakening me.”
– I can’t find the strength within me.
Can't Catch A Break;
Not only was my job threatened today, but I was personally attacked. I am so sick and tired seeing all these people come in and get these position with out doing one single thing. When they do get put in charge they just mess everything up. They don’t do their job right AT ALL, and they are on a power trip. My body, my mind, and just me as a whole is so exhausted. I am never one to admit...
Anonymous asked: Do you love that eric dude?
Anonymous asked: who is the guy you're always talking about?
russellrobot asked: Hey seriously. Have we ever met? haha
May 2011
7 posts
“I’m wide awake”
– at night.
For My Dearest Friend;
I might only get to see you a couple of times a year and talk to you a few times a week, but you have no idea how much you mean to me. When we do get to see each other it is some of the best times I ever have, and memories I will never forget. I hold them so close to me for the fact how amazing they are. Whether it is me falling asleep on you, or just sitting on a bench and me telling a story...
“You don’t have to see the whole staircase,”
– just take the first step.
Last Few Weeks;
So this might be kind of long, and a bit rambled, but it’s 11 at night and my body is telling me it’s 5am. But with this said I need to let this all out finally.
Lets start from the beginning. The week before finals, on that Monday I got news that my store manager won’t be my acting store manger after Saturday. Now let me explain something to you real quick. I got told...
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April 2011
13 posts
“My Soul,”
– My Surrender.
2nd Person;
I know now that I have tried so hard to make happy, and make a better person, just up and leave me then out of no where they find someone else, someone new, someone who makes them as happy as I wish I could make them. I’m really happy, but at the same time I ask myself why couldn’t I do that? What is wrong with me?
“Goodbye to sleep,”
– I think this staying up is exactly what I need.
Go Back To Sleep;
Some people really confuse me, make me angry, happy, and of course sad. Lately it’s all been confusing. How can you sit here and say one thing then do another to completely push away what you said you wanted? This time it doesn’t involve me because I stand for my own. I laugh at what happens now, but another part of me feels bad for the others affected. Who do you think you are? Who...
“Stressed &”
– sick.
Life Lately;
I’m going to say this, and I really don’t care, but I hate life lately. Seriously. I wanted to get into FIT so bad, not because it’s such a preconscious school, but because I could get away. Go to a city where I wouldn’t work for a year, I wouldn’t have to own a car, I wouldn’t have to go straight from school to work and not really focus on school, come home...
“Be whoever you have to be”
– I won’t judge you.
I Still Remember;
How you looked at me when you sang. I still remember how it made everything around me stop, how it was just you and me. I still remember how I felt with you. I felt alive, and I felt happy. These are the things I never got to tell you. These are the things I held inside because I was afraid of what you would say. It’s been about two months and I think I have almost got over you. I actually...
“The best way to prepare for life is to”
– begin to live.
Not Alone;
I’ll sit here night after night typing and writing about how much love sucks, or how I don’t need it. How tired I am and how much work is killing me. How I miss him, or him. Then I will go a week or two or even maybe a month without writing because I have always used my tumblr for that. I have never used it as a fashion blog, let me re post every gif, picture I find cute, or to see...
“Never be bullied into silence.Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept...”
– define yourself.
I Got Asked;
What is all my tattoos are, so here they are!
My first piece was my star gazing lillys I got because they are my moms favorite flowers, and the first flowers I bought for her with my own money. Me and my mom are really close so it means a lot to me, and it was my first tattoo on my 18 birthday. Done By: Jamie Mahood @ Suffer City Tattoo in Dallas
This was my second one done at a very...
brendanking asked: What is your tattoo? :)
March 2011
21 posts
“My nights are turning into days,”
– but I don’t know since everything changed.
“Each body has”
– its art.
Love Is The Harmony Desire Is The Key;
I keep it my window open, I keep my widow open wide
Dear Erick Sigmond,
I didn’t want to text you because I feel as though it’s not right to text lovely dove things when boys are living with their girlfriend, even though it is just coming from the heart of one of your best friends. I mean I would be confused. Anyways. I love you. I miss you. That’s all I really wanted to...
“It felt awesome last night when I was talking to someone new, and as I was...”
– Why can’t you find that more often?
“Do your own”
– thing.
I'm Just Happy I Woke Up;
So today made me LOL. I find it funny how someone who is always saying “STAY POSITIVE….NO NEGATIVITY….LETS GET SOME POSITIVITY IN MY LIFE” when they are the most negative person, well not so much negative just complain more then every single person I know combined could be so hypocritical? I said this since when I first started hanging out with them and I will still say...
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Is it bad that I’m happy that I found out not so great news, or is it worse I’m not upset because I think she looks like she has down syndrome? Either way it sucks, but I’m not to hurt due to the meanness I carry in my bones at times.
On the other hand to the guy I took a chance on who is NO WHERE near my type; I LAWLZ at you. Well more at me for even thinking maybe for a...